Not willing~~ I'm not willing~~

OH MY GOD!!!
I been choosing to PLKN~~
PLKN~~PLKN~~PLKN~~PLKN~~PLKN~~PLKN~~

No~~
 I not really hope get it~~
But now i been choosing~~
Hai~~ Just accept it~~
I'm just have many thing not willing to put down~~
I plan all my life after SPM examination~~
But nvm~~ Just trying to think positive now~~