18th May 2011

Erm~ A randomly updated actually~ Life like usual, nothing special and everyday study study study start make me felt gosh!! Starting with a lot of assignments without ready~ Tired felling already numb me~  Everyday woke up in the early morning and backed to home lately…. Made me can’t hang out at all… Does anyone willing hang out with me? I guess nobody~ I always rejected my buddies made my buddies felt bored to ask me…. Sorry~~ Damn sorry~ My schedule notebook already filled in all spaces in… Everytimes open my schedule notebook to checked, there no more spaces for me to fill in for dates… This really made me crazy!! All spaces about exams, driving, lessons and college studies…


Always asking myself with no question~ Am I’m a nerd actually? Am I’m such that person hard to dated? Am I’m a busy person made over 1,000,000 above a months with a lot of schedule? NOT!! I’m NOT!! I just a normal girl like other girls!! Why my schedules are more fixed than other girl? I just want have a little spaces or times to myself for some rest~~ Really tired!! Is really tired!! (*cry)

Always comforted myself that this life will be ending soon…  Will be ending there? Maybe I always think in negative ways… BUT… I can’t control my mind… I’m trying hard to think the positive way… But I know actually I am happy with my now life… JUST can’t control recently mind... Will fix it up as soon as possible…. Wrote all my feeling outs really make my feeling better~~ Thanks bloggie ♥ as my shoutout place. 


Gambateh, Chency!! Tomorrow will be the better day~ Have to sleep now~ Ready for my next day~ Night,everybody~ ^^